How Growing Up In A Militant Household Affects You
You retroactively ruin social experiences
Even if you have a good time in a social setting, you often ruin the memory for yourself, because after the fact, you over-analyze it. You start thinking that you may have upset someone without knowing it, or you made the wrong impression on someone, or something you said came off the wrong way. What was a happy memory a moment ago becomes an anxiety-ridden experience.