“You Just Relive It Over And Over”: 10 Stars Impacted By Suicide (And Suicide Attempts) Of Their Loved Ones

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Cyn Santana

The former reality star lost her brother a few years ago after he took his life. She has been very open, including on social media, about the loss.

“I didn’t express my love for you while you were here and I’m sorry for that,” she wrote in a tribute on Instagram. “I feel guilty.. so I turn to social media to show my love for you.. To show the world that I love you and that I’m sorry this happened to you.. But then I press post and realize this doesn’t mean anything. You’re not coming back. And you left this world without knowing how much I really did love you. But I then realize that this simple post can do something because someone right now is going through what you went through. Someone right now is going to read this and realize suicide is not the answer.. And in your memory I will help those in need. Your story is going to save so many beautiful lives. I wish I could’ve saved you.. But you’re now at peace and we now have an angel. It will always be 6 of us. I love you.”