Things We All Do When We Feel Jealous
Tear the winner apart (privately)
You start to tear apart the performance of the winner. You point out every single tiny mistake that she made. You hone in on the areas where she could have done better. You refuse to admit that this person honestly just did a good job. You become her harshest critic, picking apart every little thing she did wrong (forgetting, of course, that you made the same mistakes and then some).