How Having An Estranged Family Affects Your Marriage
If you have an estranged family, that’s something you’ve probably come to terms with. Whether it’s due to emotional abuse, infidelity, stealing, or other types of betrayal, you may have accepted a long time ago that you are not going to have one of those tight-knit families who always has each other’s back. You’re okay with that—you’ve made a new family through friends. You take care of yourself. You’ve been to therapy, done plenty of meditation, had your self-healing journey and you’ve let go of the idea of having a close family. But that all can be disrupted when you meet your forever partner. He wants to know your family, but you know they’d ruin everything. Having to explain to someone new—and their family—that you have a weak, tattered, and turbulent relationship with your family can be difficult. You’ve accepted it—but they may not. They need a lot of time to catch up. Here is how having an estranged family affects your marriage.
His parents can judge you
His parents cannot imagine ever being estranged from their child. They would never forgive their children for severing ties with them, or purposefully having a limited relationship. If they can’t imagine forgiving their child for that, it’s hard for them not to judge you for being estranged from your family.
All holidays are with his family
You’ll spend all holidays with his family, naturally. They will, however, always mention the fact that you could invite your family. They mean well but, you can’t help but feel that they’re trying to push something onto you and meddle.
Your partner doesn’t know where he stands
It can be difficult for your partner to know where he stands with your family. Should he attempt to get to know them? If and when you do see them, how close should he be getting? What are the rules for him?
He wants all grandparents involved
It’s only natural that your partner mourns the loss of having all grandparents involved in his kids’ lives. Even if you don’t have kids yet, one day, if you do, your partner will probably start asking if your parents can be more involved in their lives.
That’s one less line of credit
You can’t go to your family for money because they are the last people you want to be indebted to. That relationship is just toxic. Sometimes, that’s frustrating to your partner’s family since, any time you two need a loan, it falls on them.
His parents ask you to fix things
His parents ask you, time and time again, if you could try to fix things with your family. They don’t understand how much you’ve already tried. They don’t understand that it’s healthiest for you to keep a distance.
When you visit, accommodations are tricky
If you do occasionally visit your family, you want to stay in a hotel. Your partner thinks that’s silly, since you could stay with your family for free. You have to explain over and over again that it’s best this way.
Your partner must keep secrets
Your partner has a laundry list of information, about your life, that he’s never allowed to share with your family. There are parts of your life that are sacred to you, that you don’t want them touching. But your partner has to remember to conceal this information.
He is your new family
Your partner is your new family. Hopefully, everyone feels their romantic partner is family in a way but for you, he’s your only family. That is a special bond but it can also put a lot of pressure on him.
He can fear you have the flight gene
Sometimes, your partner can’t help but wonder if you have a tendency to run away. You did, in a way, run away from your family after all. You have to assure him that you didn’t do so out of weakness; it was actually a tough but correct decision for your wellbeing.
Distant in-laws have questions
Your partner’s close family knows the deal with your family, but distant family of his don’t. So when you meet new, distant in-laws, you wind up having to re-answer questions like, “So, where is your family?” and “Your family couldn’t make it?”
There are things he’s better off not knowing
There are things about your family’s past that it’s best your partner doesn’t know. You just know it would make him deeply sad or frightened, for nothing.
You make new traditions
You don’t want to carry on any of your family’s traditions because you have negative associations with those. So, you and your partner carry on his family traditions and make up some of your own.
He conceals info from his parents
You also have to ask your partner not to tell his family some things about your family. Certain details are so upsetting they’d just leave them wondering, “Do we want this person raising our grandkids?”
The unsolicited pity
You get a lot of pity that you don’t want. You stopped pitying yourself a long time ago. Sometimes, it feels like you need to comfort everyone else about your situation.