“Men Are The New B*tches” Toni Braxton Said She Was Angry About Having To Pay Alimony - Page 8
Guilt
I often think, like if my kids are going through something in school with their grades, I would say, ‘My kids are doing this because of the divorce.’ I was blaming myself like, ‘I shouldn’t have challenged the relationship. I should have just stayed in it and made it work and figured it out like I always do.’ I still struggle everyday with guilt. I said, ‘I’m giving my children issues. I’m giving them a deficit. I’m adding to their pain.’ And I hate that for my children. Is this the moment, I scarred him.