The viewers will have to be the judge of this claim and if we’re going on the current public opinion, Kenya Moore is crazy. But let’s give her a chance to explain herself, shall we?
Taking to her Bravo blog
, Kenya, who arguably had the worst trip ever in Anguilla, discussed how ecstatic she was to return home to Atlanta and put a lot of things behind her — namely her beef with Porsha and her dreams of becoming Walter’s wife. Remarking that “pressure creates the finest diamonds,” she wrote:
Much has been made about me pressuring a man to marry me. Despite how it seems at times, I’m not crazy. I am, however, a hopeless romantic and appear anxious for marriage on the show to a man who clearly has his own agenda. On the one hand Walter says there are “3 days left and anything can happen… Anguilla would be a beautiful place to get married or elope.” I assure you my behavior is warranted. My mistake started when you rely on a man’s words and not his ACTIONS.
‘Tis a lesson many a woman has had to learn multiple times in her lifetime.
Pulling a move from “Love & Hip-Hop Atlanta’s” Mimi, Kenya then went on to claim that she’s experiencing the shock and disappointing revelations of her relationship at the same time everyone else is at home. She added:
Unfortunately, I put my trust into Walter and believed his intentions were genuine. His true feelings are being shown to me and everyone else whilst in Anguilla. My trust, respect, faith, and feelings are rapidly deteriorating when I see his duplicitous behavior at every turn. Of course the cameras don’t catch everything a couple discusses. With that being said, our relationship issues will come to light on the upcoming shows. It can’t come and go fast enough for me. If Anguilla was paradise, this is hell to relive…. To KNOW me is to love me. I have so much love to give and only want to share that with a man who is deserving of the woman I am when the cameras are on and off.
That last line may be a little hard to believe since Kenya has given us a heck of a person to not love on camera. It also seems she’s more interested in the title of wife more than the relationship it represents, but it is clear from some of the language she uses when talking about her issues with Porsha, that she is someone deeply in need of love and who feels as though she’s running out of time to receive it. Speaking on her beef with her co-star, she stated:
Insecure women are quick to point out perceived physical imperfections of other women. I have purposely refrained from attacking someone and their looks, since beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Despite the fact that I am an actual beauty queen, no one is perfect and I am not exempt. I suffer from acne when stressed and fight metabolism and gravity daily. But I work with what I have.
Let’s hope eventually there is a man who wants to really work with what she has.